Nightmares...

Nightmares. Suck.

I had a really bad nightmare last night. In the dream I found a letter that Cory had written to another girl saying sweet things to her just like he says them to me. When I was reading the note I turned around and he was there. He started to explain and I started cry and ran away from him. I ran to the ocean and stepped in. All I remember is my head going underwater.

Which is strange to me because I am scared of water. Like really scared. My best-friend Aaron says that it means I am more scared to lose Cory then I am scared of water (my biggest fear). Which is true. I don't want him to think that I am boring and leave, or think that I am too loving or attached and leave. Or even find another girl that parties like he does and leave me.  Well that's my update for now. Nothing much going on.