Hey, it's been a while!

My goodness. What a very long time it has been sense I have posted anything on my blog. So much has happened! I don't even know where I left off. Well remember that really cute guy in the Gun's n' Roses t-shirt that gave me his number a really long time ago? We've been dating for a year and a half now. I love the shit outta that guy. I work at an awesome store in Frankenmuth now too. It's all healthy living and all that. I like everyone that I work with, including my boss. Life is looking pretty good. My health has been good lately too. Just getting dizzy spells every once and a while but nothing huge. I'm mostly on Pinterest now though. I'm still not skinny like I wanted to be but I'm working on it again. I'll get there someday. Well, I don't really know what else to talk about. Maybe I'll come up with something later.

Anyway! Talk to you next time. 

I Suppose...

My mom had this reaction when I told her that Char told everyone that I was a whore. I love her so...

Drive-thru.

Some guy that works at Wendy's asked me for my number while I was going through a drive-thru window. That's a first for me. He was 24 so I didn't give it to him but still. Thank you kind whatever your name is!

Oh, the gif? Well it makes me giggle...that's why.

Downton Abbey.

Downton Abbey is on tonight! So excited! When I thought they were going to lose their castle I felt so bad for them. Downton Place is very 'cute' though. Freakin' cute? It's huge! So excited though. Making tea and fried green tomatoes to celebrate. Yay.

Lovely.

I watched the movie The Illusionist finally. I am in love with it. I want a love like that. I want a love like a lot of this. Mostly I want to have that 'funny love' with some one. Any love really would be lovely. I miss him, who ever he is, and I love him more then he will ever know, who ever he is. Anyway, I'm off to bed. Goodnight all.

Goodnight.

Today was my last day at Subway. Cory was kinda a jerk. That sucked. I'm really going to miss him. I will really miss Rita too. I will admit when I left it felt good. Toodaloo all! Time for bed. Goodnight.

Diet: Day One

Day one of my diet. So far it's going well....but I am realizing why I am fat.

Outta My Head.

Jon, please get out of my head. This reminded me of him. I don't know why. OH MAN! My blog turned into one of those where the girl just whines on it all the time. Whatever, It will make everyone else feel good about themselves. haha. Goodnight all.

Eat My Feelings.

I just really want to eat my feelings right now. I'm so freaking lonely. It probably doesn't help that I have been watching Bed Of Roses, Benny and Joon, Beauty and the Beast, and It Could Happen To You. You know what I really want right now? A double quarter pounder from McDonald's. You know what I really really want right now? Somebody. I know, stupid right? Whatever. I'm going to keep watching Bed Of Roses and then go to bed...alone. Goodnight all my lovelies. 

Wow.

People really read my blog from Russia and Germany!!?!? Wow! Hello over there! What's it like? Welcome to my blog.

So...

So, Jon started talking to me again. Randomly. He says he had a dream about me and wanted to know why. He takes dreams very seriously, which is cool. Anyway, I was thinking about calling him in March but then I went back to our old messages and saw why we weren't talking anymore. Yeah...totally not calling him.

Besides, I need to stop going back with the same type of guys. I'm just going to stay single until God brings the right man to my door. Well, not really my door but you know what I mean. My mom says I need to lower my expectations and stop finding something wrong with every guy I try dating but that's just what she thinks.

So, Just a warning. This might be me for a while....Lovely. Wow, that was maybe one gif too many...Whatever I love gifs.

Not Anymore.

Today at work Cory asked me why I want to stay single for a long time. I told him I was just too busy right now, but really I just don't want to hurt anymore. It's easier to be alone. I don't want to love someone and fall apart again. I don't want to forget who I am without someone. It's easier not to love. Love isn't worth the pain of being hurt. It just isn't. I can't. Not anymore.

Happy Morning.

Happy January 2nd everyone. Everyone else is talking about their new years resolutions so I thought I would make up my own. I have two actually. One is very easy and the other is rather hard. (that's what she said). The first is to keep the inside of my car clean. It is really really dirty right now. I just throw my wrappers and stuff back there and then never pick it up. The other is to do something new once a month. I am very much a creature of habit lately and it's starting to bug me. I really need to get out more and do something other then work. Even though I love working. Any who, I'm off. Time to clean my car. 

Happy new year everyone. No I didn't stay up.  Yes I am still very tired. Now it's time for work. So enjoy this new year every one and good luck.

300

300 PAGE VIEWS!!! WHAT THE WHAT!??! That is awesome. Thank you so much. This either means that a lot of people are looking at my blog or that one person is really obsessed with my random life updates. Either way, I LOVE  YOU!
I might be a bit too excited about this, but whatever!





On another note. Aaron kissed me. It made me angry. He knows that he is still in love with Steph (his ex girlfriend) and he knows I'm just out of a somewhat serous relationship. We are still friend but I don't think we can ever be as close as we were. I wish these guys would stop messing with my emotions.

Thinking Dump.

I wonder if you know that I still think about you. I still have you phone number. I wonder if you think of me too. Do you? I doubt it. Anyway. My first day back to work was good. I did get tired but it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I'm putting my two weeks in at Bo's tomorrow. I will miss it there a lot. Especially Reita. She is the one that trained me the most and put up with my mess ups and bad ideas...also me spilling green peppers and tomatoes all the time. Well, that's all for now. Goodnight All.

Work.

Finally going back to work, yay! So excited. I really hope I don't get too tired. Wish me luck!


Oh, the power rangers gif was just for fun...I love power rangers.

Records.

I now own over 85 vinyl records. I'm a happy camper. Well, not really. I hate camping. Anyway, I have a signed Lionel Richie and the original Micheal Jackson Thriller. Plus one by Marvin Gaye with Lets Get It On (one of my favorite songs). I was so excited. The guy that gave them to me was just going to throw them away!

Yawn.

I can't stop yawning! Oh dear. Looks like today is going to be my napping day. Good, then I won't think about things as much. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you! I'm almost done with my panda hat. Might get it done today if I stay up long enough. Yay. Okay, nap time for now.